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Just filed my taxes for 2015.
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How was your Day?

Dude!
DO NOT take the child to the Pool tournament and closing down the bar.![]()
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Ok....so the last couple of days....I've been waking up feeling half-human...so tried my hand at trout fishing the river....without success....
Might try again in the morning....one thing...I'm not as well as I think....I could barely drag my dead butt home each day after less than 2 hours of minimal movement.....
PNEUMONIA. SUCKS!!!!
I have a colonoscopy and endoscopy on the 11th. maybe its the late night rational talk again.. but I feel like canceling it and officially giving up. IDK how some people deal with it, im at wits end with all this 'stomach' issues that nobody can figure out. so much pain randomly throughout the days.
honestly? I've already lost tons of weight I wasn't suppose to lose. maybe I should just stop caring and let that kill me... its bad fellows. I'm real bad with words and describing things and such, I always feel like things I say people take with a lesser thought because I don't describe it as bad as it is.
I mean this is a whole new doctor and office and all then I've ever been too. Idk, I just feel like all doctors want is money. This doctor I spent and hour in a half in the waiting room, after the phone call the day before told me to make sure I was on time... I WAS. and legit prob spent like 10 minutes most talking to the doctor before he sets me up with the test.
I'm just tired, I don't wanna keep fighting this. even though I don't know what 'this' is. and having people talk to you like you're crazy and like you just make this stuff up to get out of things/or feeding off the attention is really rage inducing. Because I've been able to make this up, fake a combination of diarrhea and constipation since before I even knew what constipation was..? yeah right, suuurre.
My realization or "rock bottom" was today, out fishing like normal. I'm walking back across some grass maybe 100 yards back to my bike to grab a different bait and get winded and tired, so I grabbed the water bottle out of my bike, and walked back to my pole, throw a few lines out and get the winded feeling again.. I was standing/sitting on a gassy bank in the shade towards the water. started feeling exhausted again.. sitting down doing nothing but casting and drinking small sips of water. then the cramping started and I packed up and headed back home for a nap.. woke up from my nap just as tired as I went into it... But you know, they haven't found anything... so I'm just making this all up, right?! /rantoff/
You know what??? This is a lot like what pneumonia does to you....Google up pneumonia symptoms....
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Why do I get this funny feeling someone is watching me?????
Oh.....yeah....over. 25,000 views.....wow....blows my mind....of course. 20,000 just tuned in to see my sexy chest......