With 25 years in the trades as a Machinist/ Machine Builder, welding has always been one facet of the job; training has always been ongoing.
First brush with gas and stick welding was in High School as an aside to getting a 2yr. certificate in Machine Metals from the county career tech center.
On the Job training (Just a little bit!) in mig learning how to build automated assembly lines. (When there was machine work to be done, I was a machinist. When there wasn't, I got handed off as a helper to every other trade in the shop).
Associates degree in welding technology from the local community college. Started taking welding classes for fun; declared for the degree after someone with a piece of paper with his name on it (but no other usable skills that I could see) totally FUBAR'ed a very expensive welding project at work and I had to pick up the pieces for him; ALL THE TIME, HE WAS WAVING HIS PIECE OF PAPER UNDER MY NOSE, telling me how he had already forgten more about how to do MY JOB than I would ever know!!!!
All of that was to tell you this; Apiece of paper with your name on will open the door for you. Whether or not you make it once you are in will come from what you can actually do.
Welds don't look so great? Guess what, we all started there!! Don't like the way your current teacher does things? If he/ she is teaching at the high school level, they may not have been trained properly either. It's not their fault; K-12 hasn't seen any reason to teach it in almost 40 years. Big mistake; skilled trades have work. A lot of other jobs don't.
Having said all that, keep trying. Even better, try to find a dedicated welding class. A GOOD welding instructor will save you so much time and grief on the path to getting better. If that's not an option, hit the library. Most good welding manuals have a ton of info on diagnosing what you are doing/ not doing to get the results you are looking for. It's better than going comando and wondering WTF?
Every one has to start somewhere..Good luck!!!

