Brutal. Can't imagine what that's like
You already said it : "Brutal."
It doesn't help I had a gourmet palate, ate anything that didn't eat me first, and could handle the strongest chilies.
( That's pretty much ALL gone !)
The upside is I'm breathing, ( although not very well!) ....But that always trumps NOT breathing, I guess.
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That was a strange trip. A team of like 8 doctors all " concured" that I did not need Chemotherapy.
I asked the radiation Dr. What the Chemo Dr. thought. He said : " He thinks you need Chemo." I said: " Well, then I'm doing Chemo!"
It may seem a little strange at first, until you think about it this way:
You are lying in your death bed....and you have to wonder: " Could I have beaten this Cancer IF I HAD DONE CHEMO?" Crap like that runs through your mind when you ACTUALLY face death.
It REALLY DOES change your perspective. Kinda like a hit man calling and saying: " I'm watching you!...."
hehe.
