Allright, all this Internet shenanigans aside, and with what janj just said, Iam now questioning whether you are able to fully type and formulat speech properly, with a potential disability.
I say this with whole heartedly and no mailace behind, I however have not much of learning disability but some "issues", I know it is frustrating not being understood. So if this is the case I fully apologize. The net is a somewhat faceless place in discribing ones issues with problems.
Perhaps you can further discribe the issues at hand with more detail or a video.